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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

20th Oct 2007, Sat
1015pm, we left SLS office and headed off for dinner. We were kinda running out of time, Woot Woot said we're gonna be late for party, which the word "late" has never been exist in my "Party-Bible", the later the better. But it was totally different for him. For him, I shall believe that "Party" is one of his jobs and responsibilities, therefore he must be ON-TIME to party, LMAO. So we have not much choice but to quickly feed ourselves at one of the hawker center named Newton Circus. It was funny that we're not allowed to smoke there, even though it's just a hawker center and opened-air, Woot Woot and Nana was suffering all the way down...lol...

Woot Woot just couldn't smile properly without his "Funky Toy"

Nana couldn't even smile without her "Funky Toy"...lol...

While we first arrived to Newton Circus, Nana realized she left her TagHeuer watch in SLS office...poor girl...

Poor Nana, let me help her to cry for a lil bit...

We have ordered some seafood that comes with rice from one of the stall, and to be frank, I missed KL's food, badly, as soon as I had my first bite on the food we've ordered. Sorry no offend fellow Singaporeans, but the food were bad, I am just telling the truth. Maybe we ordered from the wrong stall... =P But one thing I mustn't forget to mention is, the service was excellent, and that, earned back some credits.

I've gone a lil nut, since the food is bad then let's just drink instead, CHEERS!!!!

Well, basically we were traveling by cabs most for the time. And I reckon that I've broke my record of "Taxi-Journey" in my life. Never in my life that I have ridden on so many Taxis and met so many different Taxi's drivers in one single day. It made me feel kinda helpless as I was so used to drive around on my own whenever I want, but there, we have to totally depend on Taxi to bring us around...and the waiting was not easy. No Taxi = No Leg.

Me and Woot Woot while waiting for the Cab

As soon as we reached the hotel, another cam-whoring session started when we were in our room while waiting for Woot Woot to freshen up and get dress....I think he needs to make up too...=P

Well, is Singapore ready to party...?!!?

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Saturday, October 27, 2007

Singapooooorrrree...~~~

*Update this entry with some new pics*

This entry's going be full of photos...I'm kinda lazy to write.. *blek*

20th Oct 2007, Sat
0830am, we finally "set foot" on Singapore... four of us almost drop dead on the floor, but that didn't stop us from our cam whoring session...

A bunch of zombies and an energetic driver, Mr JJ.

The shoot started at 730pm at SLS HQ @ Singapore, Amanda and I slept like nobody's business in the hotel, while Rach and Nana went out for their very 1st shopping in Singapore. I wondered if they don't need to sleep... =P

At SLS office, they started off with Nana's scene, and actually this was the 1st time three of us worked together (besides Friendster Cafe's shoot), most of the time we were trying to make fun whenever we can. In fact, we made used of every single opportunity we could find to make some silly jokes, until the director got a lil inpatient, lol.

I was helping Nana to get dressed

Cute Nana as the customer service

As usual, the "vain-me" constantly checking on my make up in front of the mirror, before my turn. I'll let the photos do the talking....

Dear Manda and me in the so-called "changing room"

Rach: I like this uniform, the cutting is good!

Me: #@#&%..........oh really...?? I don't see any cutting.....

Rach: Huh???
Me: LMAO....They gave me the wrong size....

Getting final touch-up before go on screen.

We are ready, are u....?

And no, we didn't forget to make fun while waiting....

Playing a fool.....

*cry* so hungry, still haven't finished shooting....

Director: Later when the camera rolls, you blah blah blah.....
Me: *nodded*...*nodded*.....*nodded*.....

Alright, let's be serious now... "Moshi moshi...."

The shoot last about 2 hours, it was rather a quick one. I have to admit that we were all super tired due to the long travel and sleepless night before, but when the shoots end, we suddenly felt awake, again.... It's time to party!!! And before we leave SLS office, cam whoring session started again...

Planning on our activities for the next few days...

The blurry me..

Manda, Rach, Nana and me

Me, Manda and Rach...

Welcome to SLS, but please don't expect to see us here...lol...

to be continue...

p/s: Special Thanks to Christina, Woot Woot and Spiel for the photos.

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Friday, October 26, 2007

Sleepless Journey

Some friends have been waiting for me to write some stories about my Singapore trip, I'm actually still waiting for the photos....so while waiting, let me write about some with the photos I captured with my mobile.

19th Oct 2007, Friday
2am in the morning, after work. I headed down to Friendster Cafe in Damansara Perdana to meet up the rest. Everyone was waiting for me I felt kinda guilty, lol.

3am, after some munchies to fill up our stomach, we started out journey. Brought along the sleeping pills that I've got from the doc the other day, I had been struggling whether to it so that I could get some sleep while traveling. For a few times, I took it out and put it back again. The driver must have thought that I was crazy, lol. I didn't take it, thought of giving myself another try to avoid depending on pills.

It was a really long journey, and a tiring one. Staring at the highway, it was funny that I was actually trying to look for the edge of the road from the other end. What would it be, at the end of the road? Anticipate, but patient is all I need, I told myself. It's just so 'me', a curious girl who constantly wondering what will life be when I turn 50.

It seems like a never ending journey for me, sitting aside and watching the stars in the sky. Wishing that I would be lucky enough to see a shooting star (never seen it in my life). Waiting and waiting, I realized the sky started to change color. Dawn's approaching again. Well it's just another sleepless night, I've expected this to happened.

Sunrise of the highway

My extremely tired look

What would it be in Singapore? It better be good.... Or I'm gonna kill Vic (woot woot).

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Friday, October 19, 2007

Singapore...I'm not ready yet...

Will be leaving to Singapore tonight, sigh... Haven't touch a single bit on my revision yet, I'm not ready for it, but I'll still keep my promised, I'll go =) Feel like getting away from town for a bit, anyway.

1st time in my life, I'm so not prepare for an oversea trip, well I haven't pack a single thing, I haven't look for my passport, I haven't change the Singapore currency, I haven't think of what to bring, and I haven't call the driver yet (don't feel like calling, will let Racheal do the calling ^.^)

But don't know worry Vic, I'll give you the best shot of me for your corporate video, I will try... :P
Anyway, did I mentioned to any of you before? My last trip to Singapore was when I was 5-year-old... So it's been 20 years now, I can't really imagine how's it like. Lol I sound so lame...

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Just got back from a 24 hours clinic. Went to get some sleeping pills so that it can help me to get some sleeps at night, but doc told me that I'll need to go to the psychiatrist, she said that I might have got mild depression and anxiety.....

Oh my...I was kinda frighten by her expression when she told me that, she looks really serious and worry about me. Lmao.... She must be kidding me, it's either something went wrong with her diagnose, or something wrong with her.....I'm still a happy girl, I just don't know how to sleep early. :P

Anyway, I've succeeded in getting my pills, but I've got only 2 tablets +_+ The doc was so stubborn and insisted to arrange me to go to the psychiatrist next week.... =.= Let me think about it first k, doc?

sigh...only 2 tablets....

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Thursday, October 18, 2007

X'mas came early this year...

You know what? Santa read my blog!!! And x'mas really came early to me this year. After I posted the new entry, I've received this today.....

Santa Claus has been really efficient, I'm so touched....Wondering what's inside, will it be the sleeping candies that I asked for? hmm.....? *trying hard to figure out*

Are you kidding me dear Santa? These candies really can put me to sleep???? hmm... Anyway, I'm so happy to received it. ^.^ Maybe it'll works....
*pray hard that I'm gonna sleep like a baby tonight*

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Am I sick? Am I? I'm not sure....but I think most likely I am...

Forced myself to bed at 330am, I was tired. Wished that I could slowly adjust back my sleeping time, just when I almost fall asleep, I woke up again for no reasons. Thought that maybe I should give myself another try, tossed and turned around my bed trying to find a more comfortable position so that I could fall asleep again, after an hour of struggling, I gave up...

Sigh...I am so tired now, I was tired even before 2am, but why I just couldn't put myself to sleep? My insomnia has come to a critical level I guess....maybe I should seriously consider getting myself some sleeping pills...No, I think I must get some sleeping pills...

Would Santa please come earlier this year? Cause I would love to make a wish now.....

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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

My beloved brother, SW Wong

I've been wanting to do this, to write about someone...
People, this is going to be a long entry, I'm gonna introduce to you someone special in my life...here you go...

Do you know who is this handsome man here? Oh well people I'm sure you do, if you don't then you better get to know him, cause he's a significant one in my life.

He is a great photographer, a great husband, a great father, a great friend to hangout with, and most of all....

he is my beloved pet brother....

It's been almost 4 years now since we known each other, he has always been there for me and I know that I'm the luckiest girl in the world to have him as a brother. Coincidently, we have the same surname, it makes us even more like a sibling... He has been very supportive to me in everything that I do, giving me advices and councils like a real brother.

I have 2 elder brothers at home but none of them bother to take the responsibility to take care of me since my dad passed away. I've learned to look after myself since form 4, working my ass off to earn a living. Along the way, there were some peoples who were trying to bring me down, but I am lucky enough to have friends who've been giving me helping hands, it was them who helped me make it till today. My beloved brother is one of them...

Year 2004, my 1st step into beauty pageant, Miss Hypertune 2004 Competition. I wasn't the winner but it was a good experience for me, I've got to know a couple of good friends from there. This shall be the very 1st photo that my brother captured for me while I was on the stage, before he got to know me. And this was the champion shot as I couldn't find any better pic of me than this during the competition. He was just so incredible cause he made me looked so good~~~ lol..

Press conference of Miss Malaysia Tourism 2005, I guessed some of you have seen this photo. This is where we got to know each other. As usual, he's got the best shot of me and I was impressed. And here's where the story of our brother-sisterhood began.

from left: Sun, me, Carmen, Zoey, Tarsha

Well, I was totally not in the mood to join that pageant after the Miss Hytertune competition, if it wasn't because of them, my buddies. This is another shot by my bro, he always know what I like, even before he knows me. Ever since then, he has attended every pageant that I've joined, to cheer me up and support me. I remembered 2 years ago, when I was in a pageant in Melaka (I forgot what pageant was that, lol), my bro purposely drove down to Sg Long to pick up my best friend, Carmen and came all the way down to Melaka to support me, I was so touched. ^.^

A shot of me and my beloved bro behind the stage of one of the pageant. Good looking, isn't he?

Besides being a great photographers, my brother is also a super brilliant and smart guy. He's a quick thinker and a fast learner, he'll never stop learning, and for this, I adore him. Few months back, he surprised me with this...

http://www.alexandrawong.info/

A Flash-based website of my own. My only reaction when I saw this page was, jaw dropped. I was stoned for a few minutes staring at my screen couldn't believe my own eye, oh my god! This is the best gift ever I've receive in my life, tears of joy rolling down my cheek. I started to cracked my head, trying to figure out what kinda occasion was it, why am I receiving this wonderful gift... I even stupid enough to asked him," Bro it's not my birthday yet, why are you giving me this? You really love me so much??? " I was totally surprise and amazed by him, for his talent and passion. He wasn't from IT background, his "willing-to-learn" attitude is the main driving force behind that allowed him to make this website happened. In the progress, he even ran over to MPH to look for some recourses and tips about creating a Flash-based website, half way through his gym. Even my Ex-boyfriends never treated me as good, really, I'm so so so so so touched...And when i asked him why, his only answer was," It was a learning experience." Once again, I was amazed and totally solute him. And yes, it has 100% proven to me that you don't need a reason or an occasion to surprise someone that you care about.

And before I forget, if you people need tips and advices on slimming down and toning up, my brother will be the best adviser. You probably won't believe it if I tell you this was him few years back.

He worked hard to earn what he has got today, every single thing, inclusive of his "Spartan" body now. And most of all, he has earned my total respects and salutations.

Here are some random photos of my brother and me:

Party-Night-Out @ Poppy Garden 2006

My birthday celebration @ Royal BIntang 2007

Velvet 2007

Velvet 2007 (latest) - i love this pic

Well here's a note for my dear-beloved-pet-brother,

First of all, I would love to say, thanks a million, for playing a role in my life. I'm definitely a lucky one to have a loving brother like you, and I bet Carmen feel the same, too. It's been quite sometimes now since we've known each other, and you're the one who watch me evolve, from a "naive" girl to the person I am today. I know and I remember every single thing that you've done for me, and I appreciate every single effort that you've poured into this relationship. There are too much for me to mention about, but I still love to mention a few...

*Thank you for supporting me when i decided to go back to study, and I'm so sorry that I've troubled you to a lot in applying the loan from your credit card, and I'm terribly sorry that in the end I didn't take the money when the loan was approved;
*Thank you for companying me for my late night suppers and all the last-minute-call movie session;
*Thank you for taking the trouble to help me download the software for my Macbook even though you're using PC yourself;
*Thank you for taking the initiative to borrow the softwares from your friend even before I asked for your help;
*Thank you for every little thing that you've done for me without expecting anything in return;
*and most of all, thank you for being present in my life and taking care of me like your real little sister...

I really don't know how would I be able to repay you, for everything that you've done for me. The only thing that I can do now, is to say thank you...and I love you till bit. ^.~

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Monday, October 15, 2007

Be still

Another sleepless night. Got up from my bed and grab my macbook to the living room. Dawn's approaching soon, and I have lost count how many sun rise I've seen recently, almost every next day if I'm not mistaken.

Insomnia has been with me since forever, I remember mum once told me that I just didn't like to sleep since I was a baby, it makes me wonder if I'm born with it. Maybe I'm a potential vampire-to-be.

Sitting in the living room alone, waiting for the sky to change color, couldn't help to wonder what's future like, for me and for my family, and peoples that I love and care about. Life's unpredictable, and that's the fun part of it I guess.

Put on my headphone and start indulge myself in Kelly Clarkson's wonderful voice, she's incredible and I just couldn't get enough of one of her song "Be Still". Listening carefully to each and every word she sing, I'm touched. It's funny how easily I can tear, lately.

"Be still, let it go, before we lost hope, when we still touched and love wasn't so hard."-

This has somehow reminds me of how it was like, when love started to fade, and I was still holding his hand but my heart just don't feel the same. What's left to do to make it any better? I don't know, I've done all that I could, and even more than that. I'm so sure that you know about that, thanks for everything you gave me, the wonderful memories. But you can keep it with you, all your empty promises. Be still, and let it go now.

I did not forget our happy moments...

nor our christmas...

I remember every single moment we shared...

and I remember this kiss...

Yes I remember everything, so don't ask me anymore if I've forget about you, I just want to move on with my life, with the memories of us. I wish you all the bliss and happiness for your future dear, and sorry that I didn't make it for your birthday.

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Friday, October 12, 2007

Can I do casual???

I have been asked this funny question "Can you do casual?" by lotsa people around me. I was kinda puzzled, out of so many people why ask me? When I asked them why bother asking me this questions, their reply :"Don't know, cause you look like you can really do casual..." =.=''

Do I really give you people such an impression? Is it the way I look? The way I talk or the way I behave? Aiks....I always wanted to be an angel, but looks like I'm ending up becoming a devil...I've been told a thousand times since my high school time, that I have this very 'naughty' kinda look, and Yes I'm aware of it. But rather, I believe it is my "evil-smiles".

So can I do casual? I have yet to find out about that, but I seriously don't intend to involve myself in such complicated situation. Casualty, it is not a crime nor it is wrong. I perceive it as a form of rather "unique" uncommitted relationship of two individual that has chemistry for each other. In order to go for casual, you're require to possess strong mental power and high emotional quotient.

It's not a bad thing to try a casual sometimes, as you'll get to know how good you are in handling yourself and your opponent; how well you are in managing your own emotions; as well as how great you can be in analyzing situations and react accordingly. Taking control shall be the main objective. After all, it is just a mind game.

*WARNING* Don't try this game if you can't take the risk of getting hurt.

By the way, friends have been asking me to post more pics of myself, here are 2 new photos of me with evil smile ^.~

Thanks Reon, the great photographer.

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