It has been 3 days now, I can't really talk, I can't smile....
And the "best" thing is, I don't have any expression on my face, anymore.
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I always used to imagine myself turning into a Barbie Doll someday, so that I don't feel a single emotions, I don't need to show any expression on my face and nobody will knows what am I thinking. All you can see is the same face with the same expression on me, calm, or rather, cold.
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Now that I have finally lost my expressions on my face, I'm partially turning into a Barbie but the only thing different is, I still have feelings... It made things harder for me as it has become more complex than just being a doll. The pain on my gum is still hurting me, it's alright I can still take it. Feeling all the emotions inside of me while presenting an emotionless expression on my face, makes me feel like as if I'm wearing a mask, hiding myself away from others......
