I came to realised that i've become a more soulful and emotional person, which i don't know how and i don't know when. Besides appreciating arts and all the beautiful things in life, i've learned to appreciate 'feelings' (i couldn't find a better word to explain). I can't really interpret in words what sort of 'feeling' is that, it's just like an abstract painting you can't really tell in words what are there, but you're feeling it. Of course that only apply to those who has the sense of art.
I'm not sure if you understand what i'm trying to tell you, or you might think that i'm crazy if i tell you this. I sense 'feeling' (i know this sounds really crazy), when it happen, i feel like 'they're' trying to talk to me in some foreign language that i can't impterpret in words, but i know understand the message 'they' wanna send to me.
I often feel the romantic feeling when i'm ALONE, mostly when i'm driving, or in a vehicle when somebody else is driving. (i actually spent lotsa times in the car, can you believe it?) it happen more frequently now. I think it somehow has something to do with the music that i'm listerning to. I seldom listern to radio anymore, i burn my own cd with songs that i chose, and i chose it because they comprises certain criterias. The feeling doesn't happen all the time when i'm listerning to those songs, as i said, it only happens when a few elements conjunt coincidently.
It is strange that i don't really need a valentine or lover to feel romantic, am i going crazy? Of course not, i guess i'm just sensitive in capturing feelings =)
A photo that i snapped with my phone when i was travelling to Penang in a friend's car. I was trying to capture the feeling that i felt by that moment. It's a mixture feeling of romantic + commitment + secure + trust + love + protect + belonging + etc...
