The feeling inside of me is really killing me, i thought it'll go away after sometimes, but it doesn't. In fact, it's getting greater each day and it spread so fast without me noticing it. It's taking over my body and soul, I feel like half of me has been taken away, or maybe more. I can barely control my thinking nor actions. I'm obsessed...

I've forgotten since when, sleeping and eating just for the sake of keeping myself alive. My face shrinking each day as i wake up to look into the mirror. I'm feeling nauseous all the time which i don't have any clue why. The more i controlled it the more it defeated me. Why do i need to go through all these?

I can barely feel myself now, where are you taking it to?