Secret is like a general parasites of human being, every individual carries at least 1 or 2 in their heart. The more you have the heavier your shoulder is. It is the heaviest burden you can ever have, but the funny thing is you will always hold on to it and you can't bear to let it go, grab it tide and hide it to the most confined placed in your heart so that nobody can see it.
No matter how good you're at hiding it from everyone else, you can never hide it from your conscious self. Every little thing that can be relate to it can be the key to it, to the innermost of your unrevealed truth. It is often the most fragile and vulnerable part of you that you're not willing to let anyone to come across, or rather, you'll die with it.
Everyone has their very own way of hiding their very own secret, the better you hide it, the higher status you can stand in the society. But what would you do if the secret you're having is too great and too overwhelm, it affects all your life and your everyday's living?
This has somehow reminded me of Capton Davy Jones(Capton of Flying Dutch), a tortured individual wracked by powerful emotions that he was unable to control and allowed himself to be twisted by love and hate. He finally chose to cut out his heart and lock into a box that will be hidden up forever.
Secret cannot be eliminated, the only outlet for this miasma of conflicting emotions is by sharing it.
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