"Who am I?"...a question that I often ask myself ever since complications started to creep into my life. Am I still the same Capricorn girl that I used to be? It's simply a sign telling me that i've finally grown up, i guess...I'm a very lazy writer, I only write when i feel like it. Pardon me for my laziness, well at least I've finally got myself up to put up a blog of my own. I'll show you snippets of my life here from now onwards. So stay tuned...
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Friday, December 28, 2007
My Evil-Twinsssss
I have many friends. In fact, I have hell lotsa friends.
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Well, after working in this field for 5 years now, it's not a surprise to have the amount of friends that I'm having now. But I always believe in a saying, "No matter how many friends you've got, if you don't have a friend that can be there to catch you when you fall, you don't have a friend."
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I've been blessed. Not only that I've found a couple of true buddies, I also found my "Evil-Twins".
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My 1st Evil-Twin I guess without me introducing, most of you already know the girl next to me in this picture. For those who doesn't know her yet, please meet my very 1st Evil-Twin, Christina Ng.
It was strange how I came to know about Christina Ng. I've heard about her for thousand times even before I met her. And I've been told that I look so much like her all the time, people who barely knows me or her, will get confused in differentiating between us. I'm not sure if Christina have been called "Alexandra", but as for myself, I've been called "Christina" for so many times, until I've lost count on it.
Before I met Christina(nana), my only definition of Christina when people asked me about her was...."we look alike". And finally, before Christmas 2007, I've met her in person, she's such a sweet and bubbly girl, we'll be none stop talking and joking whenever we meet, and it was strange that how we've finally become good friends...
October 2007, we've got a chance to traveled to Singapore for a Corporate shoot together. We tried to take as many pictures together as possible, since everyone's saying we look alike. We would really love to find out if it's true... Well personally, I think Nana is way cuter and sweeter than I am, in compare to her, I'm kinda quiet sometimes....But I'm happy to have her as my 1st Evil-Twin.
And perhaps, our friendship will grow as time travel...
p/s: I'm so happy to have you babe. Muax!!!
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My 2nd Evil-Twin
Sometimes I just think that I have a rather common face, some faces that you can see almost everywhere...sigh..where's my uniqueness???
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Besides Nana, I've also been told that I look this girl in the picture......... Maybe we spend too much times together, regardless of working, traveling or having fun, we're doing it together most of the time. And I think we've kinda adapted and evolved to each other's look and expression...Oh by the way, have you know her yet? She's one of my "Bestest" buddy when Mun Mun's left to UK. Her name is Racheal, she prefered to be called Rach sometimes..
It's just so fantastic that we have a lots in common. Like the way we "Ignore certain people or how we reply smses", lmao, and so much more...(well the rest are for us(me+rach) to know only)
We're both Capricorn and we share common interests, accept for her weird habit that she doesn't watch movie. Watching movie is a total waste of time and energy for her...i wonder why...But nevertheless, we're buddies and we understand each other's likes and hates...muah babe i love you~~~
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Somehow, I've worked out on some mathematics about three of us...and it doesn't make sense.
If Christina look like me, then the formula is...
C = A;
And Rach look like me...
R = A;
But.....Rach and Christina doesn't look alike...
R =/ C;
erm...? C = A ; R = A;.......? I'm confused, how do I solve this?
Secret is like a general parasites of human being, every individual carries at least 1 or 2 in their heart. The more you have the heavier your shoulder is. It is the heaviest burden you can ever have, but the funny thing is you will always hold on to it and you can't bear to let it go, grab it tide and hide it to the most confined placed in your heart so that nobody can see it.
No matter how good you're at hiding it from everyone else, you can never hide it from your conscious self. Every little thing that can be relate to it can be the key to it, to the innermost of your unrevealed truth. It is often the most fragile and vulnerable part of you that you're not willing to let anyone to come across, or rather, you'll die with it.
Everyone has their very own way of hiding their very own secret, the better you hide it, the higher status you can stand in the society. But what would you do if the secret you're having is too great and too overwhelm, it affects all your life and your everyday's living?
This has somehow reminded me of Capton Davy Jones(Capton of Flying Dutch), a tortured individual wracked by powerful emotions that he was unable to control and allowed himself to be twisted by love and hate. He finally chose to cut out his heart and lock into a box that will be hidden up forever.
Secret cannot be eliminated, the only outlet for this miasma of conflicting emotions is by sharing it.
Here's one of the old entry that have been kept in KIV for sometimes. I was mad busy last few months. Guess what? I've finally done something that i always wanted to do for so many years... Always didn't have the guts to do it, but I've finally did it, after my SOHO assignment. (Yes, we've won! Ngek Ngek Ngek!!!)
When i looked back on the video shot by my friend, I think i have gone a lil' insane after endless works and assignments, it made me crazy enough to do something I don't dare to do...Yes I've pierce my ear tragus. Here it is, enjoy watching me being tortured...
This coming Monday i'll be having my 1st paper for this semester. I only have 2 days to prepare for it...well practically, i only have one day to study now. It's 5am in the morning, I think I must be crazy still blogging at this time, I couldn't help it when I realized it's been ages since my last post. See I've told you guys I'm a very lazy writer and I've proved it now. LOLZ...
Well, as a Capricorn, it's funny that I'm not being a practical intelligent person. It will always some barriers stopping me from doing early revision, ever since my dad passed away. I'm not taking that as an excuse but I really don't understand why ever since he left us, though I wasn't closed to him at all, it somehow made an impact to my "Ordinary Life". I just lost my interest of being organized and systematic, or should I say I don't know how to be organized and systematic ANYMORE?
Discipline is what I lack of now, I'm learning to get it back..... but I enjoy chaos and spontaneous. It's crazy but i couldn't help it to link discipline to my dad... What would it be if dad is still alive? Will you still see the same Alexandra that you're seeing now? Most likely not. You probably will not even know me, as I presumed that I'll most likely became some kinda nerdy auntie doing boring 9 to 5 office job. Oh my god that's scary...
Imagine this probably will be the Alexandra you see, or worse than this...
Question: What would you do, when you're hungry??? Correct Answer: Eat. My Answer: I feel so lazy...
Question: What would you do, when you're very hungry??? Correct Answer: Faster go eat!!! My Answer: but...I'm still very lazy....
Question: What would you do, when gastric strike you because you're too hungry??? Correct Answer: Sigh....you're really helpless.... My Answer: Oh shit! I better go eat now before i kill myself...
I think i've recently gotten a new deadful disease named 'laziness'. When it strikes, you're most likely to lost your consciousness, you can't even think right nor behave like a normal person. I think the ordinary doctor couldn't help me with this....I have already came to a critical stage where the 'lazy-worms' inside of me is taking over my body and mind....Gosh!!! Am I dying??
I guess without me introducing, most of you already know the girl next to me in this picture. For those who doesn't know her yet, please meet my very 1st Evil-Twin, Christina Ng.
October 2007, we've got a chance to traveled to Singapore for a Corporate shoot together. We tried to take as many pictures together as possible, since everyone's saying we look alike. We would really love to find out if it's true... Well personally, I think Nana is way cuter and sweeter than I am, in compare to her, I'm kinda quiet sometimes....But I'm happy to have her as my 1st Evil-Twin.
Imagine this probably will be the Alexandra you see, or worse than this...
