"Who am I?"...a question that I often ask myself ever since complications started to creep into my life. Am I still the same Capricorn girl that I used to be? It's simply a sign telling me that i've finally grown up, i guess...I'm a very lazy writer, I only write when i feel like it. Pardon me for my laziness, well at least I've finally got myself up to put up a blog of my own. I'll show you snippets of my life here from now onwards. So stay tuned...
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Friday, June 24, 2016
Day is NIght
My life has turned up side down, and I think I'm turning into vampire...woohoo...
What is the hardest thing for me now? Waking up in the morning, yeah I know I'm hopeless.
It wasn't easy to say no, it was so hurt to let go. But I know my hands were just too small, that I shouldn't have a heart thats so greedy, to hold on to what's not belong to me. Thanks, even though I'm not sure of what I should be thanking for, but thanks. At least it has came to the end of everything between us now, here goes the end of all my miserable and pain.
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Here my hands are free again, that my heart's delighted as I am able to love again.
I recently realized, an abandoned blog is like an abandoned road or garden... weeds grow so quickly that before I realized, my blog has already turned into a deserted piece of land that overrun with weeds.
Well, I have returned and I have 'unweeded' the comments boxes. I hope I would be able to stay longer this time, not to let my physical life overwhelm my world of visualizations and thoughts.
As what I've constantly reminding myself, that I shouldn't just dive into love without looking what's ahead of me. I know myself very well, I can, and I will become a fool when I'm seriously in love. Well, it happens again...
I cannot change who I am, I don't know how to hold back and care less for my other half, once I've determined that I want him to be the one.
Well it seems just like a routine for me-- I fell in love, I'm always be there, always try to fit in and try to understand, and then it will followed by being taking advantage of. Everyone seems the same. Despite the fact that I actually read the book "Why men love bitches?" and understand the tricks behind to capture your man's heart, I just didn't want to do it.
I hate the fact that I actually need to follow someone else opinions and steps in order to secure a relationship. I just want to be myself, be the foolish one in love. Just love me for who I am I don't want to play mind games at all...
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I've looked this time, I took it slow and give myself time to be sure. But guess what, you won't see a thing until you are with him. People says, whatever a man could do for you in the beginning, you should just take off 50% from it when you become his steady other half. Some even worst, please don't expect anything more than 30% from what he was in the beginning.
Is that the rules in relationship? That we must play some tricks and mind games to sustain what we have? Is that the way it should be? I'm confused, but I still refuse to follow the rules, at least not right now.
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Anyway, what happened to the old time boy meets girl story? Has it become a tale?
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Last Valentines Day, he said :" I Love you baby, many more to come." This Valentines Day, he said :" So what? It's just Valentines Day."
I think it's kinda like the girl stuffs to fancy over the proposing part and the wedding crabs, on exactly how should it be done and how everything should falls into place. Well, I had mine too, once upon a time, and when I thought of it now I could laugh at myself for my great imagination.
But I've never ever thought of it, nor expected it to turn out such a way. My very first experience of being proposed ended up like that -- being proposed by stranger who I've only met an hour ago (I can't even remember his name).
Well I guess the picture already gave me in, I can't make surprise faces at all. The director asked me to try to remember surprises I had in my life, I can't think of one until now... *sweat*
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boy: "Would you marry me?" girl: "Erm...let me see the diamond 1st!"
I've got problems remembering things lately, I just can't really focus. Digging through most of my "old" stuffs lately and trying to figure out what had been missing from my thoughts. Magazines, books, photos, emails and even clothes. I thought to myself "this is so ridiculous" as I study each and everyone of my old junk, trying to relate to the most possible situations I've been through, where and when exactly I've gotten those stuffs from. And more ironically, I've been frowning through the whole process and it sorta made a trace between my brows. I can't remember most of them.
In fact, I surprised myself that i found this blog of mine, too. How did I actually gone through the past one year, with my soul wandering around so much that I can't remember things? I frowned, again.
I think I should start writing again, so that I can read myself like a story book in the future, when I forgot about things again. "Stupid" is the only word I can describe myself now.
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I was kinda like dragging myself to the office this morning, thanks to Stephenie Meyer I've been very hardworking lately, reading till my eyes can't take it anymore every night before I was totally knocked off.
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Boss is rushing us again to meeting now. I really hate Monday!
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April 2008, exactly a year ago. Filming for my music video on a rooftop.
I feel abandoned. Lately, I've been waiting for the feelings to come back to me, they have been missing for months and I've been looking all around for them. I could not find a right place, or a right time nor a right things to write about, there are always something seems missing.
I have not been writing entries for my blog for long time, if it wasn't for the time and date stated on my last entry, I would not even remember when was the last time I wrote. My readers keep telling me that I've abandoned my blog, have I?
Well as a matter of fact, I was the one who has been abandoned. From time to time, day and night, I've been thinking of my blog and I've been wanting to start writing again, I did not, and have not forget about it. But I just couldn't find the right feelings to lay fingers on the keyboard... So I must say, I've been abandoned...for a very long time...
Having Media Ethics class with Meng Yoe now, my eyelids are getting heavier. Thanks for the little lame jokes, otherwise I would have crashed on the table long ago...
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A lil' update to my friends here, I've been really tied up with my college and work lately, hardly get enough time to sleep, don't even think about chilling with friends or hanging out as often as I used to.
Did a print ad shoot for Hong Kong Disneyland's Halloween in FRIM(the reserve forest in Kepong) last week. It was pretty fun, my first time hanging out in the forest late at night, and the makeup artistc couldn't stop telling us his lame ghost stories, trying to scare us off...lol!!! I must say, it was also my longest waiting hours for a shoot as we need to wait till it stops raining for the crew to set up the site. We reached FRIM at 4pm and the shoot only started around 9pm... *yawn*
Me sitting in the middle of the road next to the jungle
Sometimes I think I'm just too dense to realized that you're actually in pain. I'm not being an ignorant, but I think it's really my own problem in making effort to care for others. I fact, I can't even make effort to care for myself. Forgive me for being too confident that you will alway be fine, or rather, was it me that I have never really spend times to find out? I think I'm just being a jerk.
I always thought that I'm an intuitive person, but how did I not foreseen your feeling? I used to be so confident that we are the same kind and we share lotsa things in common, I couldn't help it to blame myself for I've never ask you "How are you feeling, babe?". All that I've done was just waiting, thinking that you'll tell me when the time is right. It was our common practice to give each other some space, wasn't it? But I guess too much space could become ignorance.
I'm sorry that I have not been a really great friend babe, and I'm so terribly sorry that I've brought him into your life causing you so much pain. I thought he could be your happiness, again I screwed it up with my very own perceptions. Was reading your blog in the class just now, it was actually my first time reading it. I feel so sorry for you, and I almost cried. Sorry that I was kinda late. Enjoy your holiday in HK and hope you'll get well soon babe. Love you always.
After weeks searching for the Vono Soup tvc, thanks to Michael I finally get to see it from PRS film's website. I have yet to see it from the television by my own eyes as I'm not a TV person, I spend most of my times in front of my macbook than anything. Yeah I know it's unhealthy but I guess I'm just one of the victim of this new generation's disease, it's called the....erm...whatever whatever Internet disease.
Back to story. The main hero of this Vono Soup tvc was Belinda Chee as you can see, I was just a small feature in it. Another talent in the ad was Christina Teh, who I called the "lil Danielle Graham" as I thought she's kinda resembles Danielle Graham. A 30 seconds tvc, my face only appeared less than 3 seconds so I guess you won't have the time to blink your eyes if you want to look for me in the ad.
Anyway, I better get back to my assignments it's pilling up again. So here you go, enjoy....
Driving home, images of my uncle lying on ICU's bed keeps repeating in my mind. It didn't feels right, I could not help it to make a call to my mum to check things out since she's still in the hospital, "you called at the right time, your uncle just left us....." I couldn't speak for a few moment when I heard this. Another farewell. We all expected this isn't it? But why does this news still have such an impact on me? My mind went blank and suddenly image of my late father appears.
Back in the hospital, in the ICU unit of Sg. Buloh Hospital, my uncle's lying helplessly on the bed with his son(my cousin) inside reminding him to breath from time to time, even though his throat has already connected to the "breathing machine" or whatever you called it. His heart rate dropped tremendously to 30 heart beats per minute, then shoot up to 51 beat per minute for a little while and slowly declining again. This situation persists since morning, it looked like he's in a coma but everyone believed that his mind is conscious. All the drugs had been removed from him since morning, doctor concluded that there's nothing else we could do except for getting ready and wait for that moment to come. He has been holding on since this morning, what could have possibly held him up? A person? Almost everyone came to the hospital except for one, my grandma. No one dares to bring her here to witness the tragedy even if the fact was that my uncle is waiting for her, to see his beloved mother for one last time before he leave. He persisted, for as long as he could.
At approximately 1145pm, I was told through the phone that my uncle has finally left us. He didn't make it to see my grandma after all. I feel deeply sorry for him, for the fact that he must leave everything behind now, those things and peoples he is clinging to. Farewell, I often relate it with sunset. When the sun's going down, it's not up to anyone to decide how long it shall stay in the sky, it'll still go down at it's own pace, regardless.
Photo credited to www.hawaiiphotoblog.com
Goodbye uncle, we'll miss you here, and I know you'll miss us in heaven too.
Another hang over day, had a rough night. In Journalism class now, looking at the lecturer my head starts to spin. It's not that he's a lousy lecturer, but I'm just a lousy student. Lol. I couldn't help it to open up my macbook, it immediately logged on to the internet through the foyer's wifi. Well, since the only way to stay awake in the class is to do something that interests you, I know it sounds like an excuse but I'm really falling asleep if I don't have my macbook with me now.
I know my last entry was ages ago, I've been wanting to do more writing after that but there were always barriers. Apology to my readers, I've seen the messages you guys left for me and I wanted to write earlier but....as I said, barriers.
I'll tell you more about what happened in the past few months in my next entry. It's ridiculous how my eyes start to hurt just by looking at the screen, I'm aging....oh my god!
It doesn't need to be lonely at all for being single on Valentine's Day.....if you received such amount of text messages, from peoples who loves and care for you........ Thank you for spamming my phone's inbox guys.
120 text messages...how can I not take a pic about this?
Thank you everyone for your concern I truly appreciate it. It' s funny that the amount of text messages I received for Valentine's Day this year is almost same as the amount of text messages I received on Chinese New Year. This has NEVER happened in my life.....I reckon that's mostly because of my status now...SINGLE.
LMAO... I know you guys were just worried about me for being single on Valentine's Day, don't worry I'm not gonna be pitiful. I'll be fine and in fact, I reckon that it's gonna be my best Valentine's Day compared to those that I had.
Anyway, sorry that I haven't been updating my blog for a while, was so into my Chinese New Year. I'm basically allowing myself transforming into a PIG...sleep, eat, sleep, eat......Well, talk about Chinese New Year, I really need to mention about my house. I love going home on Chinese New Year, it's really quite a scene. And not only my house but also my neighborhood's. We'll have all the massive lanterns and lights deco up our house every Chinese New Year, and the fun part is, it's getting greater each year and we'll all somehow has some mutual 'understanding' to put up deco that matches each other's deco.
0210am Sitting in front of my macbook as usual, trying to get myself to work on some assignments. It has been piled up like a mountain now, haven't really have the mood to deal with them lately. Sigh...lazy ass, I know...
It's raining outside, I am supposed to be on my bed now, it's gonna be a long day tomorrow. But I just couldn't help it to stay for a little while to listen to the rain. I always love it when it rains at night, love listening to it, it's like a sleeping rhythm that calms me down. I hope it rains till the next morning when I wake up.....
Listen to the rain, it's chanting to my heart....
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Lately, I have been told by my blog readers, that I'm an emotional girl. I'm not sure, am I? Well I guess I'm just being sensitive to things that happens around me. I can be easily touched. I'm touched when there are actually someone out there who reads my blog just to get to understand me; I'm touched when I see a baby smile; I'm touched when I see my mum happy; I'm touched when I listen to certain songs.... I think it's just in my blood, that I live to indulge in every little great things in life.
0257am It's running late, think I better get some sleep now. Well, I truly hope that I can sleep tonight...
Haha...oh my goodness!!!! I was digging up some old documents today and I saw these....My primary school's report card. I've kinda forgotten that was how I looked like once upon a time, so I thought of sharing with you peoples.
Well, try to make a wild guess, which one would be me? The one on the left or the one on the right?
This matter has been bothering me since forever, insomnia...It seems like my life can't really get away from insomnia, I have tried in many ways, to fall asleep...
1. Work out till I drop 2. Drink hot milk before sleep 3. Sleeping pills (valium) it works but I stopped it cause it's damaging to my health 4. Meditate 5. Wake up early 6. Take Melatonin to sleep 7. Drink myself to sleep 8. Or....pretend to sleep...
Tranquilizing myself.....
It seems like most of the methods that I've tried are not really working for me...but tonight I guess I'm gonna try to drink myself to sleep again, with double dose of alcohol this time...
What would it be like, when you fall in love? Most people would just quickly dive into it and go with the flow; some would take a little longer to contemplate then join in later when they're sure of it; some would just sit back and watch. Which one are you?
For me, a 26-year-old Capricorn, I'd pretty much love to be one who just sits back and watch. Stay away from the risks - a typical Capricorn instinct. But the fact is, "what you'd love to be" and "what you really are", are two different and opposing entities, often paradoxical. Humiliating? Not yet, more humiliatingly, I can't really think and behave like a Capricorn most of the time. The Gemini in me is so egoistical and ready to take over now.
To be frank, I am very afraid to fall in love. Anyway, it's not easy for me to fall for someone and it's getting even harder now. Is it a god sign or bad sign? I wonder...
Falling in love is never a game for me, and for that, I don't give up easily. I often see couples breaking up and getting back like a routine. It looks funny to me as I can never understand the way they handle a relationship. As if the words "break-up" has become the weapon every time when arguments occur. It's not surprising to see them back together and as sweet as ever on the same night when they have actually broken up in the morning. But I guess everyone has their very own style in taking care of their relationship.
Say it and mean it. That's my principle for life. Break up means give up to me. Through experiences, I've came to learn not to mention the words "BREAK UP" unless you really mean it. Once mentioned there's no turning back. I always believe it needs both parties to give in to work things out, and to strike a balance. It will be pathetic when one constantly has the idea of giving up while the other one is always trying to give in more and more in order to patch things up. The ending is pretty obvious here and I guess I don't need to be long winded telling you what's the outcome of it.
I can become the stupidest person alive when I really fall hard for someone, and therefore, I am very afraid to do so. Just like anybody else, or rather, any other girl, "Happily-ever-after" is the most ideal thing to happen in life. But my Capricorn instinct keeps telling me not to be a fool as Happily-ever-after only happens in fairy tales. So what happened to the good old fashion kinda boy meets girl love?
Capricorn says, "Don't fall into it!" Gemini says, "You wouldn't know if you never try...."
I wonder why, "First Love" is always the purest, most pleasurable and amazing experience when it appears on movies and novels, and even songs. Every time when anyone talks about 1st love, I wonder if I have missed something in my 1st relationship......
First love, was it supposed to be dreamy?
To be frank, it was ehem.....not so "interesting" though. I don't remember any sparks or fireworks within. In fact, there is nothing worth mentioning about from that relationship apart from his family that treated me so well. I'm deeply touched that they've made me part of their family and even till now, the warmth that I felt still remains.
My "1st love", it lasted for around 3 years, I can't remember exactly how long it lasted. I ended it right upon my graduation from my 1st college for my Diploma In Computing & IT. He was a great guy, he treated me well. But I chose to call it off, it was hurtful but I know it was the right thing to do.
I still remember, the day when his mother and his youngest sister found out that we've broken up, they've cried. I couldn't help myself to cry too, cause I know they've already taken me in as part of their family, and my decision screwed up everything. But I know, that's the right thing to do.
I met him when I was 18. It was weird that I've kinda predicted and told myself that this relationship ain't gonna last, from the 1st day I met him. It was my Capricorn instinct I guess. I was rushing into a relationship, without thinking much. Naive, wasn't it? I'm not even sure if I have really loved him before, or maybe I should just call it my "puppy love". But I'm wondering if I can still call a 3-year-relationship a "PUPPY LOVE" at the age of 18, can I?
Tis relationship was kinda like a barter trade or guid pro gou for me, we exchanged what we needed and meanwhile enjoyed each other's companionship. In that 3 years, I've turned a rebellious, naive young guy into a good son, good brother and even more, a better person. (not trying to praise myself here, lol) From a teenager who doesn't care about his studies, to someone who've learned to take on responsibilities in course's projects and assignments. From a guy who loves to race and speed and fight in late nights, to a guy who goes home everyday after college to be with the family. I'd like to believe that was the reason why his family loved me so much. In return, I got my transportation, food and sometimes even accommodation, all taken care of.
So, how did it ended? Why did I end it? I don't really know the exact answer to that, it wasn't easy to let go but I knew I just had to do it. I believe that's what you call "The Turning Point". My mother screwed me up like mad cause she'd pretty much hoped that he could become her son in law. Well, it's a little too early to talk about marriage, mother. My ideal marriage age is 25, well I guess it's not happening as I'm already 26.
He went out with one of my ex-college mate after that, and picked up smoking again. I know even better, that I've really made a right choice to leave him, I felt happy to see him in love again. I was just disappointed for all the efforts that I've taken to stop him from smoking, I can't remember how much tears I've shed for that, it could be a couple of pails....sigh there goes my precious tears....At least I've learned something, that I shall not change anyone, take it the way they are, or leave it.
So, ehem...Firts Love huh? What should I say more? I just realized that I don't even have a picture of him....Oh yes, you can call me heartless, now that you've found out how evil I am....
It has been 3 days now, I can't really talk, I can't smile.... And the "best" thing is, I don't have any expression on my face, anymore.
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I always used to imagine myself turning into a Barbie Doll someday, so that I don't feel a single emotions, I don't need to show any expression on my face and nobody will knows what am I thinking. All you can see is the same face with the same expression on me, calm, or rather, cold.
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Now that I have finally lost my expressions on my face, I'm partially turning into a Barbie but the only thing different is, I still have feelings... It made things harder for me as it has become more complex than just being a doll. The pain on my gum is still hurting me, it's alright I can still take it. Feeling all the emotions inside of me while presenting an emotionless expression on my face, makes me feel like as if I'm wearing a mask, hiding myself away from others......
Sorry, I've totally forgotten.....to say "Goodbye" to 2007.... I also forgotten, to buy myself a last cup of Baskin Robin for year 2007... 2008, you've came too fast, I'm kinda of not ready yet, but nevertheless, WELCOME!!!
One of my fave pic taken on new year eve 2007, in Poppy Garden.
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Last night was crazy, it was totally a bad idea to work. (Well, basically I'll need to work when everyone's having holiday) Stuck in the crowd like Sardin I almost passed out. I couldn't remember anything except for the crazy peoples, the gross sweaty arms around me, and the stuffy air. It was almost impossible even to make a small step forward.
But it was kinda entertaining to watch how the peoples gone wild and crazy. Serious office ladies dancing on the tables; old uncles shaking off their butt as if they're still eighteens; sixteens dressing up like twenty-six; eighty dressing up like eighteen.... You can almost see all kinda peoples here. In fact I've already seen these for thousands times but I just couldn't help it to look at them and being amused.
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1205 am, 1/1/2008 On our way rushing back to the car (couldn't stand the crowd anymore), the fireworks started. It was so incredible we had to stay for it. I always have this 'Fantasy' for fireworks, it gave me lotsa dreams....I really wanted to share with you the clip my supervisor recorded with his phone but the file was too big to be uploaded...
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1230 am, 1/1/2008 Got in the car and prepared to move out of The Curve...it was a crazy long que the cars weren't moving. It took us about 2 hours just to get out to the main road. It almost bored me to death sitting in the car that we have to crack out stupid jokes and games to entertain each other...
Me with the silly looking glass
My Supervisor of the year, Uncle Choong.... We were playing "Traveling-Outa-Space-Game" in the car while stuck in the jam.
Woke up at 2pm today and found myself exceptionally missing mummy, I decided to call it the Mummy's day and wanna spend my whole day with her, till she goes to bed...
It's Friday night again, it's been officially a week now...
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My mobile has been making lotsa noises since 10pm. Phone calls and text messages keeps coming in, I somehow just don't feel like answering or reading nor replying any of them. I know it must be them again asking me out again...I know I'm so bad but I promise that I'll return the calls tomorrow morning...
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1115pm, alcohol inside my body starts taking effect as I driving back home. I just wish to reach home as soon as possible while I can still manage to hold myself up. It was just so strange that he's always not far from my thoughts, even when I'm kinda 'screwed up' now. Took out my mobile and sent him a text. It's Friday night, he should be out.
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0257am, laying on my bed, still feeling the daze. The phrase "This is the beginning of something special" keeps repeating on my mind. I should probably get some sleep....
I have many friends. In fact, I have hell lotsa friends.
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Well, after working in this field for 5 years now, it's not a surprise to have the amount of friends that I'm having now. But I always believe in a saying, "No matter how many friends you've got, if you don't have a friend that can be there to catch you when you fall, you don't have a friend."
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I've been blessed. Not only that I've found a couple of true buddies, I also found my "Evil-Twins".
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My 1st Evil-Twin I guess without me introducing, most of you already know the girl next to me in this picture. For those who doesn't know her yet, please meet my very 1st Evil-Twin, Christina Ng.
It was strange how I came to know about Christina Ng. I've heard about her for thousand times even before I met her. And I've been told that I look so much like her all the time, people who barely knows me or her, will get confused in differentiating between us. I'm not sure if Christina have been called "Alexandra", but as for myself, I've been called "Christina" for so many times, until I've lost count on it.
Before I met Christina(nana), my only definition of Christina when people asked me about her was...."we look alike". And finally, before Christmas 2007, I've met her in person, she's such a sweet and bubbly girl, we'll be none stop talking and joking whenever we meet, and it was strange that how we've finally become good friends...
October 2007, we've got a chance to traveled to Singapore for a Corporate shoot together. We tried to take as many pictures together as possible, since everyone's saying we look alike. We would really love to find out if it's true... Well personally, I think Nana is way cuter and sweeter than I am, in compare to her, I'm kinda quiet sometimes....But I'm happy to have her as my 1st Evil-Twin.
And perhaps, our friendship will grow as time travel...
p/s: I'm so happy to have you babe. Muax!!!
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My 2nd Evil-Twin
Sometimes I just think that I have a rather common face, some faces that you can see almost everywhere...sigh..where's my uniqueness???
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Besides Nana, I've also been told that I look this girl in the picture......... Maybe we spend too much times together, regardless of working, traveling or having fun, we're doing it together most of the time. And I think we've kinda adapted and evolved to each other's look and expression...Oh by the way, have you know her yet? She's one of my "Bestest" buddy when Mun Mun's left to UK. Her name is Racheal, she prefered to be called Rach sometimes..
It's just so fantastic that we have a lots in common. Like the way we "Ignore certain people or how we reply smses", lmao, and so much more...(well the rest are for us(me+rach) to know only)
We're both Capricorn and we share common interests, accept for her weird habit that she doesn't watch movie. Watching movie is a total waste of time and energy for her...i wonder why...But nevertheless, we're buddies and we understand each other's likes and hates...muah babe i love you~~~
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Somehow, I've worked out on some mathematics about three of us...and it doesn't make sense.
If Christina look like me, then the formula is...
C = A;
And Rach look like me...
R = A;
But.....Rach and Christina doesn't look alike...
R =/ C;
erm...? C = A ; R = A;.......? I'm confused, how do I solve this?
I was 'cleaning up' my baby Mac today and I saw this clip, reminds me of our LOVELY Bangkok trip....This clip was taken in Woot Woot's room, after one idiot taxi driver took us to a horrible club, we rushed back to the hotel and decided to just chill and have fun in the room.
I really missed all the stupid jokes and silly games we had that night...so when can we do it again???
Tell me, how exactly would you feel like, if they're somebody watching when you're in your nice shower....?
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Somebody have seen me in shower, and probably they've been seeing me in shower almost everyday and not only that, they've been discussing about my shower...lmao...
I'm just feeling weird every time when I see this picture even though it was just an ad. Probably next time I should appear in some nice cozy Nescafe ad so I won't have those "somebody's watching me in shower" kinda ideas...
Thanks Reon for the photograph
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Well, this is the very 1st billboard ad that I've done , I was so excited and happy when I 1st saw it along the highway few months back. So I'm showering on the highway, so what? lol...
I've been feeling really really lazy lately, that's why it took me so long to finished up my Singapore trip story, and in fact, I'm back from my Bangkok Trip (my 2nd trip) long time ago...lol..
Well, it wasn't really a FUN trip for me. After Victor finished his makeup and stuffs, we headed off to the 1st club of the night, I say 1st club because we were basically doing a lotsa club hopping for that night.
We have one Zouk and Velvet in KL, so it was a must to explore the Zouk and Velvet in Singapore as well. Woot Woot said Velvet Singapore is a bomb, well.....ehemm...let's see.
Velvet Singapore
A picture that I took wit my camera, this is the deco of the ceiling in Velvet Singapore
Velvet Sinagpore is pretty much similar to Velvet KL, except there're not as much crowd here and the decorations are a lil diff...and a lil cold here. After a few glasses, we walked over to Zouk as Woot Woot said it'll be better crowd and more fun there, but...sigh...kinda disappointed. We all missed KL again...
Since there wasn't any fun there in Zouk, we ended up playing our silly Superhero Game... lol..
We ended up pretty tipsy and starts playing a fool in front of the camera. Rach's friend from Singapore came over to join us in Zouk. In order to get out the this place as soon as possible, we tried our very best to make woot woot and the rest of the guys finished up the bottle in the shortest time so that we can go explore other happening places in town.
Well at last when we finally got to MOS, we were bored too...sigh...so we went to 'explore' the toilets there...lol
Well, even in the toilet, we're not allowed to smoke.
sigh...so boring...what else can we do...?
Oh ya...cam-whoring...
Finally, we called it a night. Nana was pretty wasted, it's time for some supper...yeah!!!
20th Oct 2007, Sat 1015pm, we left SLS office and headed off for dinner. We were kinda running out of time, Woot Woot said we're gonna be late for party, which the word "late" has never been exist in my "Party-Bible", the later the better. But it was totally different for him. For him, I shall believe that "Party" is one of his jobs and responsibilities, therefore he must be ON-TIME to party, LMAO. So we have not much choice but to quickly feed ourselves at one of the hawker center named Newton Circus. It was funny that we're not allowed to smoke there, even though it's just a hawker center and opened-air, Woot Woot and Nana was suffering all the way down...lol...
Woot Woot just couldn't smile properly without his "Funky Toy"
Nana couldn't even smile without her "Funky Toy"...lol...
While we first arrived to Newton Circus, Nana realized she left her TagHeuer watch in SLS office...poor girl...
Poor Nana, let me help her to cry for a lil bit...
We have ordered some seafood that comes with rice from one of the stall, and to be frank, I missed KL's food, badly, as soon as I had my first bite on the food we've ordered. Sorry no offend fellow Singaporeans, but the food were bad, I am just telling the truth. Maybe we ordered from the wrong stall... =P But one thing I mustn't forget to mention is, the service was excellent, and that, earned back some credits.
I've gone a lil nut, since the food is bad then let's just drink instead, CHEERS!!!!
Well, basically we were traveling by cabs most for the time. And I reckon that I've broke my record of "Taxi-Journey" in my life. Never in my life that I have ridden on so many Taxis and met so many different Taxi's drivers in one single day. It made me feel kinda helpless as I was so used to drive around on my own whenever I want, but there, we have to totally depend on Taxi to bring us around...and the waiting was not easy. No Taxi = No Leg.
Me and Woot Woot while waiting for the Cab
As soon as we reached the hotel, another cam-whoring session started when we were in our room while waiting for Woot Woot to freshen up and get dress....I think he needs to make up too...=P
This entry's going be full of photos...I'm kinda lazy to write.. *blek*
20th Oct 2007, Sat 0830am, we finally "set foot" on Singapore... four of us almost drop dead on the floor, but that didn't stop us from our cam whoring session...
A bunch of zombies and an energetic driver, Mr JJ.
The shoot started at 730pm at SLS HQ @ Singapore, Amanda and I slept like nobody's business in the hotel, while Rach and Nana went out for their very 1st shopping in Singapore. I wondered if they don't need to sleep... =P
At SLS office, they started off with Nana's scene, and actually this was the 1st time three of us worked together (besides Friendster Cafe's shoot), most of the time we were trying to make fun whenever we can. In fact, we made used of every single opportunity we could find to make some silly jokes, until the director got a lil inpatient, lol.
I was helping Nana to get dressed
Cute Nana as the customer service
As usual, the "vain-me" constantly checking on my make up in front of the mirror, before my turn. I'll let the photos do the talking....
Dear Manda and me in the so-called "changing room"
Rach: I like this uniform, the cutting is good!
Me: #@#&%..........oh really...?? I don't see any cutting.....
Rach: Huh??? Me: LMAO....They gave me the wrong size....
Getting final touch-up before go on screen.
We are ready, are u....?
And no, we didn't forget to make fun while waiting....
Playing a fool.....
*cry* so hungry, still haven't finished shooting....
Director: Later when the camera rolls, you blah blah blah..... Me: *nodded*...*nodded*.....*nodded*.....
Alright, let's be serious now... "Moshi moshi...."
The shoot last about 2 hours, it was rather a quick one. I have to admit that we were all super tired due to the long travel and sleepless night before, but when the shoots end, we suddenly felt awake, again.... It's time to party!!! And before we leave SLS office, cam whoring session started again...
Planning on our activities for the next few days...
The blurry me..
Manda, Rach, Nana and me
Me, Manda and Rach...
Welcome to SLS, but please don't expect to see us here...lol...
to be continue...
p/s: Special Thanks to Christina, Woot Woot and Spiel for the photos.
April 2008, exactly a year ago. Filming for my music video on a rooftop.
Me sitting in the middle of the road next to the jungle
Frederick(the male talent) and me
David Lee(another male talent)
Photo credited to www.hawaiiphotoblog.com
A short holiday in Bangkok with Rach and friends
120 text messages...how can I not take a pic about this?
Photo that I took from my house
My fave CNY plant...
Listen to the rain, it's chanting to my heart....
Well, try to make a wild guess, which one would be me? The one on the left or the one on the right?
Tranquilizing myself.....
Capricorn says, "Don't fall into it!"
Beautiful Shanghai, but I hate you!!!
First love, was it supposed to be dreamy?
happy birthday to......me!!!!
One of my fave pic taken on new year eve 2007, in Poppy Garden.
Me with the silly looking glass
My Supervisor of the year, Uncle Choong.... We were playing "Traveling-Outa-Space-Game" in the car while stuck in the jam.
I guess without me introducing, most of you already know the girl next to me in this picture. For those who doesn't know her yet, please meet my very 1st Evil-Twin, Christina Ng.
October 2007, we've got a chance to traveled to Singapore for a Corporate shoot together. We tried to take as many pictures together as possible, since everyone's saying we look alike. We would really love to find out if it's true... Well personally, I think Nana is way cuter and sweeter than I am, in compare to her, I'm kinda quiet sometimes....But I'm happy to have her as my 1st Evil-Twin.
Thanks Reon for the photograph
Velvet Singapore
A picture that I took wit my camera, this is the deco of the ceiling in Velvet Singapore
Since there wasn't any fun there in Zouk, we ended up playing our silly Superhero Game... lol..
We ended up pretty tipsy and starts playing a fool in front of the camera. Rach's friend from Singapore came over to join us in Zouk. In order to get out the this place as soon as possible, we tried our very best to make woot woot and the rest of the guys finished up the bottle in the shortest time so that we can go explore other happening places in town.
Well, even in the toilet, we're not allowed to smoke.
sigh...so boring...what else can we do...?
Woot Woot just couldn't smile properly without his "Funky Toy"
Nana couldn't even smile without her "Funky Toy"...lol...
I've gone a lil nut, since the food is bad then let's just drink instead, CHEERS!!!!
Me and Woot Woot while waiting for the Cab
A bunch of zombies and an energetic driver, Mr JJ.
I was helping Nana to get dressed
Cute Nana as the customer service
Rach: I like this uniform, the cutting is good!
Rach: Huh???
Getting final touch-up before go on screen.
We are ready, are u....?
And no, we didn't forget to make fun while waiting....
Playing a fool.....
*cry* so hungry, still haven't finished shooting....
Director: Later when the camera rolls, you blah blah blah.....
Alright, let's be serious now... "Moshi moshi...."
Planning on our activities for the next few days...
The blurry me..
Manda, Rach, Nana and me
Me, Manda and Rach...
Welcome to SLS, but please don't expect to see us here...lol...