Sometimes when i look back to my life and things that i've gone through, it reminds me that those every little things in the past actually made me the person i am today. I am 25 if you're wondering how old am i. Well 25 years is not a very long period but it ain't short in the other hand. Everything seems to be getting more and more complicated now and i guess i've lost part of myself along the journey. I believe this is going to be a turning point in my life.
I'm amazed by my mother, who aged 57 this year, who never failed to hold on to her very own believes and beauties that lies inside of her. 25 years compare to 57 years.....she's still remain unchanged and i've changed a lot. I wonder if the world back then was very much less complex than what it is today, sometimes it makes me feel that i've seen more than her. I hope not...
If you ask me what kinda person i am now, i probably won't be able to answer it as firm as how i used to answer few years back. Most likely i won't be able to answer at all. Don't try to judge me cause you won't be able to find out. If you think that you've found out, please let me know i'll be thankful.
Am i still the same person as who i used to be? I'm not sure. Probably not. And i'm not afraid to tell you that i've become pretty much evil now. If you knew me then, i'll be greatful if you think i'm still the same, and hope that i won't scare you away if i'm not.
I constantly trying to look at things in a more simple way, somehow my brain always function contrary from my will. I'm contradicting myself most of the time, it makes me feel like i'm going crazy. Angel and devil, which one would you prefer? Devil seems to be more interesting and fun, but nevertheless i still wanna be an angel.... 
What say you?...... Labels: The capricorn girl
