This coming Monday i'll be having my 1st paper for this semester. I only have 2 days to prepare for it...well practically, i only have one day to study now. It's 5am in the morning, I think I must be crazy still blogging at this time, I couldn't help it when I realized it's been ages since my last post. See I've told you guys I'm a very lazy writer and I've proved it now. LOLZ...
Well, as a Capricorn, it's funny that I'm not being a practical intelligent person. It will always some barriers stopping me from doing early revision, ever since my dad passed away. I'm not taking that as an excuse but I really don't understand why ever since he left us, though I wasn't closed to him at all, it somehow made an impact to my "Ordinary Life". I just lost my interest of being organized and systematic, or should I say I don't know how to be organized and systematic ANYMORE?
Discipline is what I lack of now, I'm learning to get it back..... but I enjoy chaos and spontaneous. It's crazy but i couldn't help it to link discipline to my dad... What would it be if dad is still alive? Will you still see the same Alexandra that you're seeing now? Most likely not. You probably will not even know me, as I presumed that I'll most likely became some kinda nerdy auntie doing boring 9 to 5 office job. Oh my god that's scary...
Imagine this probably will be the Alexandra you see, or worse than this...
Dawn is approaching I better hit the sack.
Labels: My crazy thoughts..., The capricorn girl
Imagine this probably will be the Alexandra you see, or worse than this...